Reliving the memory
30 Mar 2010 Leave a Comment
in ramblings
I’ve been telling myself that I need to start blogging again because it truly clears my head and re-centers me. So here I am, trying this once again.
I read a couple of my old posts from 2008, and it amazes me how much my life has changed.
The nights used to spend crying, miserable, and looking for reasosn to be upset, sad, and angry all at once… How everything in that moment seemed like the only thing that was important to me, and yet, I continually tried to tell myself that there was more out there. I knew it- I just didn’t believe it, yet.
I always feel like I’m trying to learn to breath easy again. Geez how many of those posts do I have? Maybe I need to learn to exhale as well because clearly this breathing easy bullshit has failed me. ;)
I don’t know yet what it is exactly I’m trying to say, but I’ll get the words out eventually. I do know that I’m still extremely thankful for the life I live, and as always, tomorrow is a new day. :D
